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Jan. 10th, 2017 @ 09:38 pm Hi Baby Journal
Current Mood: workingworking
Current Music: I won't stand in line no more
It's odd to know that this is so embedded within me still.  I knew this passcode like I know that if you sit still long enough, you will recieve a cat.  So much has changed, yet so little.  I have a big girl job now.  One that I am actually hoping to keep.  I've eloped.  I have a puppy.  B is getting ready to go to college.  A is finishing her residency and preparing to switch to a real job.  And she wants to get us a house!
I'm begining my second sinus infection - not cool world.  I'm writing more and reading more and am finally finding time.  I can keep up until it gets overwhelming.  I'm getting there.  Where the sun shines.
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Sep. 25th, 2013 @ 08:50 pm Working Processess
Okay, so trying to make a buzzfeed-esque grad-school plack --

Remeber those occasional nights of sleepless, zombieness in your undergrad?  You know, the night before a final where you actually thought studying would be worth it?  This is grad school every day.

Grad school involves being good at two things: Reading & Drinking.
(And they are really the exact same thing)

Drunk things - passing out, stubling, losing sleep, dying, getting pumped, losing things, foggy head, try to explain things that only you understand, making bad decisions, saying/doing totally stupid shit/mistakes, morning after
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Sep. 3rd, 2010 @ 01:24 am Writer's Block: School daze
Do you have negative or positive associations with the beginning of the school year?

Positive, that start of school is more refreshing then the new year because with school brings new classes, new people...  It's a fresh start every year
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Dec. 24th, 2008 @ 03:37 pm Mecca
Current Location: Christmas Eve
Current Mood: bouncyHopping Mad!(notreally)
Current Music: "In the midnight hour I will wait for you.."
So I'm officailly peeved at myself for writing so many entries because I've been looking for nearly two hour for this one with a youtube video on it and it's the only entry I made with one so you'd think I could find it.. but whatever.
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Dec. 17th, 2008 @ 02:13 pm Writer's Block: Doh!
Current Location: school
Current Mood: goodgood
Current Music: whispers

My favorite Simpson's charactor is deffinately Mr. Burns
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Mar. 29th, 2007 @ 08:37 pm Debbie B.
Current Location: away
Current Mood: accomplishedSailor Moon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Current Music: Rubber Duckie "You're the one! You make bath time.."
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How you live your life: With passion, even if your odd passions (like bottle caps and pigeons) are baffling to others
Your Personality Cluster is Introverted Thinking

You are:

Objective, honest, and credible
Intellectually curious, with many diverse interests
More inclined toward ideas than people
Fiercely independent and unapologetically unconventional

Your Psyche is Green

You radiate love, empathy, and acceptance.
You are able to relax almost everyone you meet. You are naturally comforting.
Balanced and flexible, you only seem perfect!

When you are too green: you are jealous, manipulative, and deceptive

When you don't have enough green: you feel sluggish and out of sorts

You Are Rain

You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming.
Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you.

You are best known for: your touch

Your dominant state: changing

What Sarina Means

S is for Sunbeam

A is for Angel Face

R is for Raspberry Lips

I is for Infinite Love

N is for Nubbin

A is for Angel Eyes

You Are a Centaur

In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person.
However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways.
You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order.
You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily.

Your Summer Anthem is Holiday by Green Day

"Hear the sound of the falling rain
Coming down like an Armageddon flame (Hey!)
The shame
The ones who died without a name"

Dude, you're harshing everyone's summer mellow.

Your 2005 Song Is

Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day

"My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating"

In 2005, you bummed everyone out. Like you care.

You Will Die at Age 67

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...
And how you'll die as well.

You are 93% Scorpio

You Should Rule Saturn

Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye.

You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature.
And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance.

You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life.
You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past.
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Nov. 17th, 2006 @ 07:53 pm Bye
Current Location: gone
Current Mood: depressed:*[
Current Music: What Kaity Said
 have to get off to put this in a box to take it away, no more computer for me :*(

I will get on other places at every oppertunity though so check ya then,

Love ~ Sparow16
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Sep. 3rd, 2006 @ 06:07 pm "You Want Nothing To Do With Me!"
Current Location: "I don't know what to do with you..
Current Mood: rejuvenated..because..
Current Music: ..you don't know what you do to me"
So my Grandma's birthday was Friday... making her.. 76.. if... yeah.  I was going to write that then but I didn't so here.

Hmm.. so this weekend has been completely uneventful.. someone should take me away, I'll die if I don't get out... tommorrow sounds ever so nice

I'm working on my forth book for this weekend, I'm almost half way.

I'm also making a model car and trying to pretend like she doesn't exisit.

Russell's going to be a dad in April!!!!  

"You, you really got yur hold on me..!"
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Aug. 29th, 2006 @ 03:38 pm What Is Gou34?
Current Location: "I've waited all my life!!!"
Current Mood: melancholyconcerto?
Current Music: Lips Like Morphine - Kill Hannah
http://www.xanga.com/pinkhearts92  I swore this was my cousin when I read the profile (I knew it wasn't because I know her Xanga but that's not the point.)  It's so close.. 

busy work


"Knock me out!!"


Gr.  I feel so smart in my classes... all but band and choir.sighggggggggggggg

Yeah this entry was pointless I guess :*[ sorry.


I forgot to tell you!

My older cousin thinks that I'm gay and that Barbie is a codename for the girl I like.  (I have a small suspition that my other cousin may be starting to agree)

Anyway.  That makes me laugh.
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Aug. 21st, 2006 @ 01:22 pm You see...
Current Location: skipping
Current Mood: accomplishedIdon'tenjoygossipintheleast!
Current Music: Love is a battle field
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What shape are you? A triangle, a circle, a rectangle, a square, or a Squiggle?

You are a circleThe circle is an ancient symbol. It is the most used shape in religions. Circles are the people who seek harmony. Circles are the caretakers, the peacemakers, and the nurtures of the world. Circles simply need to help. They love people with problems! They are the huggers and the smilers. The circles motto is "forget your troubles and just get happy!" Circles are the teachers and office workers who put smiley faces on things. Circles are the sales associates who always say, Have a nice day. Circles are talkative, self-critical, warm, caring, sensitive people. Circles are real people persons, with lots of friends. Circles love to gossip, but generally not maliciously. It is just that everybody tells them everything! Circles cannot stand conflict. They are joiners and often belong to many clubs or organizations. If we consider how circles think, they are both linear and non-linear, left brained and right brained; they can think in both styles and are the only shape that has this duality. Circles combine their thinking styles in a unique way that makes them somewhat intuitive. They have a sixth sense when it comes to communicating. Why? Because they can read people. They are the best communicators of all the shapes. Jimmy Carter is a circle. Please rate. you don't have to message!
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Current Location: home : [ .
Current Mood: annoyedgirly
Current Music: Sting
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Jul. 4th, 2006 @ 04:26 pm Power!
Current Location: in a firework
Current Mood: bouncyCHEESE IN A CAN!!!!!
Current Music: Butterfly (on crack)
watch Sparow16 fight
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Jun. 30th, 2006 @ 03:50 pm /..
Current Location: home
Current Mood: blanklgsgmldsmg,lds,m
Current Music: fly away
Yoko has cancer.
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Jun. 19th, 2006 @ 03:45 pm We Do, We Do!
Current Location: LJ
Current Mood: aggravatedLife as a whole
Current Music: needs to stop skrewing me over!

DON'T MAKE LJ INTO A SAFLKNKDSFMKLDGLKRSMGKSFMG MYSPACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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May. 26th, 2006 @ 04:15 pm Fakenesssss
Current Location: In your ear
Current Mood: happyslurs
Current Music: lllama song
You Are 3% Fake
Fake doesn't even come close to describing you. You're totally natural, and proud of who you really are!
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May. 11th, 2006 @ 04:54 pm Looking Away...
Current Location: "home"
Current Mood: accomplishedhere, & waiting, here & losing
Current Music: "Some just want to use you, some just want to b used by you"
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Okay, here are pictures, a comforting song, and my favorite line from Romeo & Juliet

Underground TagBlack hand
Black handhelp


"Don't Be So Hard"

Don't be so hard on yourself
The name of the game is humiliation,
And thanks for your admiration.
I never thought I'd say this:
The way that we play has such confrontation:
And guilt by association.

"Hold me, hold me..."
"If I were to..."
"I can't, can't, I swear I can't let you."
"It's all in your hands but I'll do what I can,
So you can do what you have to."

Don't think too hard about it,
You never thought I'd get this far,
Would get this far without you.
Relax, stand back and watch it happen.
I'll wave my goodbyes into the night and say

"Hold me, hold me..."
"If I were to..."
"I can't, can't, I swear I can't let you."
"It's all in your hands but I'll do what I can,
So you can do what you have to."

Say you'll never, ever. Say you'll never, ever.
Say you'll never let me go.
Say you'll never, ever. Say you'll never, ever.
Say you'll never tell a soul.

"Hold me, hold me..."
"If I were to..."
"I can't, can't, I swear I can't let you."
"It's all in your hands but I'll do what I can,
So you can do what you have to."

Act II, Scene VI: Friar Lawrence's Cell

Friar Lawrence:
These violent delights have violent ends,
And in their triumph die, like fire and powder
Which as they kiss consume.  The sweetest honey
Is loathsome in his own deliciousness,
And in the taste confounds the appetite.
Therefore love moderately: long love doth so;
Too swift arrives as tardy as too slow.

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Apr. 8th, 2006 @ 02:34 pm Hlmmist...
Current Location: Want you in my life
Current Mood: accomplishedI feel the static
Current Music: Teenage Dirtbag - Wheatus

Lyric Game (Come on guys!) 
1. Put your music playlist on random. (I don't have one so yeah.. I just picked 10 random songs I like) 
2. Post the first line of the first 20 songs that start to play (along with these instructions). 
3. Have your friends try to guess the title & artist for each lyric in the comments (if u only know who its by just put the artist visa versa) 
4. No resorces (googling, ur playlist, myspace.. extra)! 
(When they are geussed they won't b orange anymore, if they are half guessed they will be half colored) 
Okay, GO! 

1) "In the light of the sun, is there anyone? oh it has begun..." 

) "All your twisted thoughts free-flow to ever-lasting memories, show soul Kiss the stars with me, and dread the wait for stupid calls returning us to life
We say to those who are in love...it can't be true cause we're too young I know that's true because so long I was so in love with you...so .." cuteandpunky - So I Thought 

3) "One question what can't be done, You tear me down with the same thing..." 

) "On the field I remember
you were incredible.." cuteandpunky - Andy You're A Star 

"wake up and waste a day.."
cuteandpunky - Scratched Out, sycogreenbanshe by: The Matches 

"Two to one, Static to the sound of you and I, I'm done for the last time.."
cuteandpunky - Rescued, sycogreenbanshe Jack's Mannequin 

7) "They carved the message deep within Our broken hearts that failed to mend..." cuteandpunky - Makeout Kids

8) "He pauses shaving and he tells himself that he is the bomb.." cuteandpunky - Blink 182 

"It's the tearing sound of love-notes, Drowning
out these gray stained windows.." lilydiva15 - Cubicles, by: My Chemical Romance (I Brought You My Bullets You Brought Me Your Love) 

"I don't know Whose side I'm takin' But I'm not takin' Things too well..."
lilydiva15 - If Only She Knew, by: Michelle Branch (Spirit Room) 

"& I'd give up forever to touch you because I know that you feel me somehow.." 5oclockdaydream -
Iris, by: the Goo Goo Dolls 

12) "I was a young boy who had big plans, now I'm just another shitty old man..." cuteandpunky - Grouch 

"My friends got a girlfriend & he hates that bitch he tells me everyday..."
5oclockdaydream- Get a Job, by: Offspring 

14) "What I thought wasn’t mine In the light Was one of a kind, A precious pearl.." 

15) "She says she doesn't want a boyfriend, she's better off with friends.." cuteandpunky - what the hell is stipulation 

16) "Where are we? What the hell is going on? the dust has only begun to fall.." 

17) "So joke me something awful just like kisses on the neck to best friends..." cuteandpunky - fall out boy 

"Look at that girl there, wonder what went wrong.." zapfen - When the Sun Goes Down, by : Arctic Monkeys

19) "I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me.." 

20) "Believe the news
I'm gone for good.." cuteandpunky - Car Underwater

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Feb. 7th, 2006 @ 05:11 pm THIS IS THE BEST FREAKIN CITE EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Current Mood: bouncy4 ppl w/t ADD
Current Music: SEND THIS 2 UR FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!
http://www.virtual-bubblewrap.com/popnow.shtml skroll down & click on, "I know this is the only reason you came :) Pop Bubble Wrap Now!"
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Feb. 5th, 2006 @ 12:52 pm "Of The Way U R..."
Current Mood: enthralledCan't cover it ^
Current Music: "Like u'r still around..."
You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Your Inner Muse is Melpomene

You are most like this muse of tragedy.
While you aren't depressed, you don't shy away from sadness.
Although you do tend to be gloomy, you have a sensitive side.
And this sensitive side helps inspire and help others.

You are a Lavender Rose

You represent love at first sight and enchantment.

Your vibe: intense and intriguing

Falling in love with you is: deep and meaningful
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Feb. 2nd, 2006 @ 03:51 pm Have Fun^!^
Current Mood: artisticCreate
Current Music: "It's unclear.. this may b the last time..."
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